Wednesday, May 9, 2018

Truth Finally Prevail Over Rumors


By Qingxin, Korea

    In the fall of 2016, I, along with my husband, came to Korea, a foreign country that I knew little about. I felt uneasy about that. The moment the plane landed, my heart sank as well. I thought: Am I really going to leave everything I’m familiar with and start a new life here? Looking at those strange streets, unfamiliar faces and hearing the foreign language, loneliness filled my heart. I felt like a lost child who left his mother and couldn’t find the way home.

    Life in Korea was as tedious as a twice-told tale. Every day, all that I did was just laundry, cooking, sending my child to the kindergarten and picking her up, plus watching TV dramas alone that I couldn’t understand. Living in a foreign country made me feel depressed, gloomy and agitated. I became bad-tempered, caviling at my husband and even venting my anger on my daughter. I thought that she was naughty, playful and ignorant. Especially when she jumped around the house, I would snap at her. My irritability made a gentle and elegant person as I was completely turn into an unreasonable shrew. My husband and daughter had to be very cautious in front of me lest they made me angry and start a war. In those countless sleepless nights, I was eager to change myself, but where was my way out?

    By chance, I met a sister, through whom I got to know sister Mu. After sister Mu knew about my pain and confusion, she said to me, “In our life, we will encounter many unexpected things and environments. They are all prepared and arranged by the Creator. After we go through various environments, our experiences, insights and abilities to cope with life will improve, and we will realize what the Creator arranges for us is suitable for ourselves.” Sister Mu’s fellowship made my heart brighten instantly. Afterward, Sister Mu and some other brothers and sisters witnessed to me the work of God. They said, in order to save mankind, God has done three stages of work: in the Age of Law, God decreed laws to lead the early people to live their lives on earth, teaching them how they should conduct themselves, what sin is, how to worship God and to make sacrifices; in the late period of the Age of Law, mankind became more and more corrupt that they couldn’t abide by the law anymore. To save man, God was incarnated in the image of the Lord Jesus and was crucified for mankind as a sin offering. At that time, if people accepted the Lord Jesus’ salvation, came before Him to pray and repent, they would receive His grace and blessings. However, our corrupt disposition is deeply ingrained, we still need God to do a step of judgment work. Only then can our sins be cleansed. Although the three stages of God’s work differ in God’s name and work, they are all done by one God. After a period of meeting and fellowship, I’m certain that Almighty God is the Lord Jesus’ appearance. I couldn’t wait to tell my husband about this good news.

    However, something unexpected happened. After hearing this news, my husband roared, “Enough! Stop! Do you know that The Church of Almighty God is the one persecuted and oppressed most aggressively by the Chinese Communist Party (CCP)? Have you heard about the May 28 Zhaoyuan case in 2014?” I was shocked by what he said, shook my head and said, “It is impossible for the brothers and sisters in The Church of Almighty God to do such things. I have been in contact with them for a period. I saw they live out a life of piety, nothing like what is said on the internet.” He said, “Impossible? Go search it up and you will know whether what I said is true or false.” I was confused for a moment by his detailed descriptions. I thought it over for quite a while, then I grabbed his hand, made him sit down and said, “You have thoughts and insights. We should be rational in dealing with things instead of listening to only one side and mistaking evil for good just for fear. Your family believes in the Lord Jesus, so you should also have some knowledge of the Bible. It says: ‘the whole world lies in wickedness’ (1 John 5:19). The Lord Jesus also said: ‘This is an evil generation’ (Luke 11:29). In the Age of Grace, in order to redeem mankind, the Lord Jesus in the flesh was crucified by the religious circles and rulers of that time. In the last days, Almighty God who comes to express the truth and do the work of judgment is also condemned and opposed by both the religious world and the CCP regime and is rejected by the Age. Therefore, the truth will always be rejected and condemned by religious world and atheistic regime. In fact, every time God does His work, He is always persecuted by the religious world and those in power, but no one can obstruct God’s work. At the time when the Lord Jesus came to carry out His work, He was persecuted and opposed by the chief priests, scribes, Pharisees and the Roman government, but the Lord Jesus’ gospel still spread to the whole world. Today, although the CCP and the religious world circulated so many rumors on the internet to attack Almighty God, His gospel of kingdom is still spreading rapidly. Whatever comes from God will thrive, whatever comes from man will fail.” My husband said nothing, then I continued, “Do you still remember the ‘June Fourth Incident,’ the student-led demonstrations in 1989? It was intended to be a patriotic action of college students to fight against corruption and for democracy and freedom. However, the CCP had some unknown persons posing as students sneak into the demonstrators. They set fires, smashed and looted things, and even overturned military vehicles, to intensify the conflict. On top of that, the CCP used China Central Television and mass media to make over-abundant reports and news, framing this incident as ‘student riot,’ so as to suppress students’ demonstration and achieve their evil goals of consolidating their power and dictatorship. Since the day the CCP took power, it did all sorts of cruel things to consolidate its dominant position. I think the May 28 Zhaoyuan case is probably used by the CCP to blame, frame and smear The Church of Almighty God.” Hearing this, my husband shook his head with resignation and said, “No matter what, you cannot believe in Almighty God. Break all your ties with them from now on!” I refused determinedly and said, “No way! The Lord Jesus has returned. We shall accept God’s salvation.” He became exasperated, shook off my hand and pointed at me, saying, “Do you know what you are doing? Why don’t you go online and take a look?” A violent quarrel broke out and got out of hand. We had a sleepless night; however, it was only a prelude …

    In the next few days, we talked about this frequently, which always resulted in interminable discord. One night, my husband suddenly woke up, very anxious. He woke me up from my deep sleep and asked for my cellphone. Seeing he blacklisted all the sisters from The Church of Almighty God, I went up to him to snatch my phone back and questioned him. “Why did you do so? I have my own freedom!” He raged, “Why did I do that? It’s for you and this family! I don’t allow you to contact them anymore, if not I’m going to smash your phone!” After I heard his words, tears ran down my face. I felt as if I fell into the abyss. In pain, I prayed to God: “O Almighty God, I feel so miserable. I don’t know what to do. Please help me, guide me and lead me.” On one side is my beloved family, on the other side are the truth, the way and the life. How should I choose? My heart seemed to be suffering in purgatory. I Recalled from the days of the acquaintance with my husband, then our falling in love and getting married. These ten years were really not that easy. We had gone through the opposition from our parents, and overcome age gap, difference in culture and long-distance relationship. We had experienced all these difficulties. Were we really going to divorce because of believing in God? If so, it would definitely hurt my little daughter very much. However, to give up believing in God would make me feel like my life lost the soul.

    In the following days, under the pressure of my husband, I was very distracted and depressed, so I stopped thinking of going to meetings and rejected the calls from sisters, starting to avoid everything. In those days without God, my life was in a mess and I muddled through the whole winter.                        

    When the spring of 2017 had just arrived, the wind was still somewhat cold like in winter. One day, I went to fetch my daughter as usual. On my way I saw sister Mu standing in the wind waiting for me. On seeing me she said, “Sister, how have you been these days?” Hearing her cordial voice, I had a mixed feeling of joy and sadness. We talked a lot that day. I told sister Mu about my difficulty, then she read a few passages of God’s words to me: “In every step of work that God does within people, externally it appears to be interactions between people, as if born of human arrangements, or from human interference. But behind the scenes, every step of work, and everything that happens, is a wager made by Satan before God, and requires people to stand firm in their testimony to God. Take when Job was tried, for example: Behind the scenes, Satan was making a bet with God, and what happened to Job was the deeds of men, and the interference of men. Behind every step that God does in you is Satan’s wager with God—behind it all is a battle. … Everything that happens to people is when God needs them to stand firm in their testimony to Him. Nothing major has happened to you at the moment, and you do not bear great testimony, but every detail of your daily life relates to the testimony to God. If you can win the admiration of your brothers and sisters, your family members, and everyone around you; if, one day, the unbelievers come, and admire all that you do, and see that all that God does is wonderful, then you will have borne testimony.” “You must have My courage within you and you must have principles when facing relatives who do not believe. But for the sake of Me, you must also not yield to any of the dark forces. Rely on My wisdom to walk the perfect way; do not allow the conspiracies of Satan to take hold. Put all your efforts into placing your heart before Me and I shall comfort you and give you peace and happiness in your heart. You shall not seek the approval of men; isn’t it more valuable and weighty to satisfy Me? In satisfying Me, won’t you even more have eternal and lifelong peace and happiness? The suffering before you signifies how great your future blessings shall be; it is indescribable.”

    Sister Mu fellowshiped: “From the outside, it seems hindrance from your husband, but it is actually a spiritual war. Satan sees that we have accepted and received God’s salvations in the last days. So, it gets red-eyed with fury. It uses all kinds of methods to disturb us and stop us from coming before God, even exploits our weakness to attack us, making us negative and weak, lose faith in God, and in the end, making us stray far from God, betray God and perish with Satan. This is Satan’s evil purpose, so only when we see through the spiritual war can we detect Satan’s trickery. In fact, Satan’s temptations that come upon us are all authorized by God. God uses this environment to examine our faith in Him, to see if we are able to stand witness for Him.” At that moment, I understood that on the surface, my husband didn’t allow me to contact sisters and obstructed me from believing in God, but it was actually Satan’s temptations coming upon me. Satan does not wish to see me attain salvation, so it does everything possible to stop me, seeking to destroy my faith in God and make me betray God. Satan is so despicable and shameless! I must not fall for Satan’s tricks. No matter how difficult it is, I must hold fast onto my faith in God and stand witness for Him. Meanwhile, my heart was lit up with hope again, filled with faith to face this environment.

   Then, sister Mu handed me the book The Word Appears in The Flesh and said to me smilingly, “Sister, God’s words can solve all our problems and difficulties. As long as we rely on God more and do things in accordance with God’s words, God’s words will help us to make our way out of plight.” I held the book with excitement as if I had got the whole world in my hands.

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    Afterward, I prayed every night and read God’s words when my husband was not at home. Through reading God’s words, I gradually understood some truth. I brought God’s word into my life, work and studies, letting God’s words be the guide directing my actions.

    When my relationship with God became normal, the atmosphere at home turned much more joyful, and there was laughter when I got along with my daughter. My husband noticed my change and said in wonder, “You really changed so much recently, so gentle and virtuous, the one whom I knew returned.” I said to him, “It is God’s words that changed me, let me find the direction and goal of life again.” My husband fell silent, but I could feel that his attitude was changing. I prayed to God in my heart, “O Almighty God, I want to bear witness to Your work of the last days for my husband and bring him before You. Please lead me.” From that day onward, I played dance and song videos from The Church of Almighty God when I was free at home, and my daughter sometimes danced to the music. My husband saw us enjoying the beautiful melodies, then he asked me in a skeptical tone, “I thought you were always annoyed with loud music and dislike them? How come you enjoy it with our daughter now? For your temperament, you would have been annoyed with her as soon as she starts jumping around the house.” I answered with smile, “God’s words have changed my bad habits, so I learned to live out a normal humanity. You should take a look, too.” Then, I played the dance and song video God Has Brought His Glory to the East. My husband was very amazed at the video. He nodded as saying, “This song and dance brings a great impact upon our spirit. I don’t know why I’m so touched in my heart.” I said happily, “You have such feelings because you are touched by God.” I showed him a few more videos and he kept on clapping his hands and praised, “Their performance is so sincere, not pretentious at all and it can touch our hearts. These videos can really bring strength and faith to us.” The changes in his attitude made me weep with tears of joy and thank God in my heart.

    On one summer evening, my family was having dinner. We had not finished as my husband suffered a severe stomachache. We quickly rushed to the hospital. The doctor diagnosed it as acute ruptured appendicitis, very serious and requiring immediate surgery. After the doors of operating room closed, I panicked. I closed my eyes and could only pray to God unceasingly, “O Almighty God, now I’m very scared. Please give me faith so that I can submit to Your orchestrations and arrangements.” After praying I remembered what God says, “… Everything man has—peace and joy, blessings and personal safety—is in fact all under God’s control, and He guides and decides the life and fate of every individual.” It is so true. God is the Creator, and all things are in God’s hands. Everything of my husband is also part of God’s sovereignty and arrangement. No matter what would happen to him after operation, I must not complain against God, and I was only willing to submit to God’s sovereignty. God’s words gave me faith and calmed me down. The door of operating room opened, and the doctor told me the operation was very successful. I knew it was God’s grace, so I offered my thanks and praise to God in my heart.

    During my husband’s stay in hospital, he was very worried that the missed work during the slow recovery would cause a financial burden to our family. Sisters in The Church of Almighty God learned about what happened to my husband. They came to the hospital to visit him, which truly warmed our hearts in this indifferent society. Sisters even helped us to contact the activity center to apply for grants, which reimbursed us for most of our medical expenses. My husband and I were very touched. One day, after sisters had left, my husband said to me, “In the past, I listened to the rumors, so I had a prejudice against The Church of Almighty God and misunderstood them. Now, actually engaging with them, I realized that they are all nice and kind. Their words, actions and living out are all likeness of true Christians. I feel that only a church like this can be truly considered as God’s family.” I said to him, “Thank God! God not only sent sisters to help us but also cared for and protected your operation to go smoothly. Before your operation, the doctor told me that you were in a very serious state, at that time I did not know what to do but could only keep on calling upon God and pray to Him. It is God who has protected you and helped our family through difficulties.” My husband nodded and said, “Okay, I will believe in Almighty God with you.” Those few simple words made my eyes brim with tears. Thank God! I finally saw the day that I had waited so long for.

    When illness befell, it seemed like a bad thing from the outside, but this illness made my husband obtain blessing from woe. After my husband was discharged, we came into an agreement that we would take a break from our work to go back to our country for rest and recuperation. The day before leaving, we walked into The Church of Almighty God for the first time.

    A month later, we came back and walked into The Church of Almighty God together again, with our faces and hearts full of happiness! God, thank You for leading and guiding us to come before You!

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